Petaling Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia (1991)
Growing up, I'd always had this weird aversion to the opposite gender.
When I started school, I just naturally gravitated towards boys. The happiest moments I'd spent in my childhood were the days spent swimming with my boy friends, showering together, playing tag, and general roughhousing. Girls were simply boring to me, and I just didn't have any interest in them at all.
I had a pretty good upbringing and didn't really have much trouble in elementary school. But problems began with puberty during junior high school, as my feelings for other guys started to intensify.
Because I changed schools, I eventually lost touch with my friends and had to make new ones, and it was tough.
But thankfully, despite the moderate bullying I experienced, I managed to pull through high school with good results.
I also embraced my Christianity, and when I found out about their views on being gay, it just made me more confused and sad. I wasn't able to talk to anyone about this as I was afraid of losing friends. So, I hid my true self deep in the closet.
In closing, I just want to let all the young gay boys and girls out there know that the future for them is becoming brighter and brighter each passing day. You just have to be strong and not worry about it, and live in the moment now.
Keep making friends and just enjoy being who they were born to be.
And of course, you are not not alone in feeling what you are feeling.
Remember, there are hundreds and thousands of others who are just like you!
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